Okay, well I haven’t had feelings like this in a long time. Idek, I feel silly and childish but it makes me happy and my stomach does little flips and my heart starts to race. But you don’t even notice me like thaaat.

idk how to feel. 

can’t be bothered to go away this weekend.

Another thing to worry about has just been added to the list. Great.

I wish I had actually bothered to go out now. 

my mind is going into overload.